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It is almost like I missing every important aspect of my best friend's lives.
Is this part of the aging process?
Is it the fact I live in Riverside County?
I am starting to get sad...
My best friend got married and did not invite me.
The luxurious facebook shows me that she is asking one of her work buddies to be her official brides maid when they have an official marriage at a church(they eloped at a court).
My lil sister best gal pal just started at a University. I almost wish our paths could have crossed in that we could be college dorm buddies and take care of each other.
I feel very upset that I could not be closer to them through their life changing experiences.

I am also angry.
I have suggested for about 4 weeks(since I heard Hilary and her bf at the time bought a house on lake street which is less than 10 minutes from me)that I see Hilary and her husbands new place. It has not happened.
Lauren came out here once to pick me up for our Palm Springs trip... and that seemed like the most inconvenient thing to her.

I still love these gals, but I feel like I am such a separate part of THEIR lives.

I am depressed and whatever.
The age of 27 creeps on me, and I finally know the feeling of age and what that means.

I am a heffer.

Regardless to my discontent:
I had a most awesome meet up with my friends for a Shipwreck adventure! Tyler and Sarah, Lauren and Ty, and Kristyn and her friends decided to join me. The nostalgic tones of the event were most enjoyable!

Excuse me, for something that might just be hormonal.

I want to meet with Kyn, but it seems like this obligation I have on Monday keeps jacking my groove. ugh.